In this garden fully bloomed with loneliness
I keep myself
In this prickly sandcastle
What is your name?
Is there a way to go?
Oh could you tell me?
I see you get into this garden stealthy
And I know
The warmth of yours is the truest
Even though I want to grab these
These hands that picked up the blue flowers
You are my destiny
Don’t smile on me
Light on me
Cuz I can’t get close to you
I don’t have a name to call you by
You know that I can’t
Show you me
Give you me
I can’t let you witness my embarrassing side
I can only wear my mask in order to meet you
But I still want you
In this solitary garden
Bloom flowers that resemble you
I want to give them to you
Without that foolish mask
But I know
It can’t ever be carried out
I still need to hide
Because I am so ugly
I feel fearful
Embarrassing
I’m so afraid
That in the end even you would desert me
I can only wear my mask and meet you
What I can do
Is when in the garden
Is when in the world
After the flower that look like you bloom
Keep living as the me that you’ve known
But I still want you
I still want you
Perhaps, back then
If I plucked up
A little bit courage
And stood before you
Would everything be different?
I am crying
In this disappearing
In this crumbling
Sandcastle with only me alone
Staring at that broken mask
And I still want to
But I still want you
But I still want you
And I still want you